1. |
Rat Judah
02:09
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Down Below
Us creatures sing
Of our loath
For Everything
We forgot
We forgave
But what you've brought
Is only hate
Betrayer Soul
Killing us all
The demons call
Awaiting your fall
Betrayer Soul
Killing us all
The demons call
Awaiting your fall
We'll bring you down
We'll burn it down
Down
Down
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2. |
Girls
02:52
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When I hear you sing,
Oh I can't help but feel
Lost in that smile
Every night I
hear your voice cut through my dreams
You to me are everything
But something that I shouldn't feel
Is bubbling to the surface
Why can't I leave it at friends?
Why do I wanna tie loose ends?
I'll just bury it in songs
I'll probably carry this 'till I'm
dead and gone
I spent the day thinking of you
And all the pretty things you do
So it was really dumb to ask for this
Cause It was over when we kissed
I was joking, I was hoping
It meant nothing
But When I look at you
Oh, I don't know what's real
Why can't we just be girlfriends?
Oh how I want to tie loose ends
But I don't wanna lose a friend
So I'll try to make amends
And hold this feeling to the end
I know we can we sing along
I'll let the frayed out rope go on
I'll just bury it in songs
I know I'll carry this 'till I'm
Dead and gone
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3. |
Heaven Invert
01:46
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247 365
I don't really wanna be alive
But i don't wanna die in the nighttime
But i don't wanna throw out a life line
I dont wanna call you
You dont wanna hear it
I Don't wanna weight your mind down with this bullshit
I don't wanna call them
They just say the same shit
I don't wanna weigh down the line with my bullshit
I don't want to speak a word
All of this shit I've been going through has been absurd
Tires wont work
Spinning in dirt
Skipping my life like a broken record
Hennessey Hurts
Heaven and dirt
Burning up cash like we're in a desert
Only gets worse
Heaven inverts
Picking up Pieces of my Broken Words
Calling up 8255
I don't really wanna be alive
Think I might wanna die in the nighttime
And I don't wanna throw out a life line
I not gonna call you
You dont wanna hear it
I don't want you carrying the blame for this bullshit
I'm not gonna call them
I don't wanna hear it
I just wanna kill me and be done with this bullshit
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4. |
intermission
00:26
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5. |
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Look like thom yorke at a party
I'd rather look like barbie
But my Eyeliner looks like sharpie
So I just stare into the concrete
Don't think I wanna be perceived
I scratch my arm until till it bleeds
I try to lean into the beat
But honestly I'd rather leave
But I'm not free
No remedy
The problem's me
Looking at her destroys me
I just see what I should be
But my body's tied to a carseat
So I just stare into the concrete
When Envy and love intersect
It's hard to tell your right from left
So cover that hole in your chest
And keep it till you welcome death
Let the concrete take my breath
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6. |
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Shambling from the promenade
Eager for your bed's embrace
At the peak of the car garage
You feel wind caress your face
Overlooking the precipice
Haunted stillness hems the edge
A queer comfort now possessed
You feel beckoned by the ledge
dopamine compromised
can't go on in this life
I'm so terrified
That I'm not scared to die
Surrounded by the silence
Not a soul in sight
I don't have the will left
Can't keep up the fight
I'd wish you so much better
But I don't have the right
I'm lighter than a feather
I go into the light
But wait
Wait
Too late
Gone
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7. |
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Scent of fear fills the air
Sun and moon dissipate
Ceasing shape empty skies
All the blood soaked rags
Can you tell all my pastels are drained from my shell
Cut me in half
I pray let me reset and change paths
Though I'll writhe and scream
You can cauterize the barcodes torn into my thighs
When I bleed swarms of leeches point me toward a starless sky
Starts flawed cause i was built all wrong
Fallen angel amputates strings breaks the fog
Drown my fawn response
Are you shocked that i stopped concocting ways to use me
You can die you can bleed
All the seers will watch you tear yourself apart
You cant see blindness holds your tainted heart
You're not free, falling further from the start
The abyss will make you fucking hurt
Burnt to ash,
Abyss Stares back
Eviscerated in a flash
Devoid of light
Know The blind's strife
Imprisoned in an endless night
Writhe and scream
Endlessly Bleed
And pray that it is all a dream
Lie Abandoned in this hell
And pray your soul can be redeemed
But you Fall
Farther down
Claim no crown
Burn and drown
But you fall
Loath and Grieve
Death deceives
No reprieve
Burnt to ash,
Abyss Stares back
Eviscerated in a flash
Devoid of light
Know The blind's strife
Imprisoned in an endless night
Writhe and scream
Endlessly Bleed
And pray that it is all a dream
Lie Abandoned in this hell
And pray your soul can be redeemed
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8. |
New Game Plus
02:30
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Let's Blow This Scene, get Gasoline
And get the fuck out of this town
Lets drive too fast, We'll waste some gas,
Make sure to keep the windows down
Got busted AC, going 80
Let the wind drown out the sound
We'll drive away, and leave pain
Yeah they won't see us around
The longer that I stay here,
I just get more terrified
I could stomach all of the fear,
I just need to go for a drive
But I won't stop for borders
Yeah, This road's a one-way trip
I'll maybe miss it, sort of
But I need to be done with this shit
Let's Blow This Scene, get Gasoline
And get the fuck out of this town
Lets drive too fast, We'll waste some gas,
Make sure to keep the windows down
Got busted AC, going 80
Let the wind drown out the sound
We'll drive away, and leave pain
Yeah they won't see us around
Oil and Gasoline
Let's just blow this scene
I don't wanna be a queen
I just wanna drive my car
Regrets left and right
Guess it's fight or flight
I don't wanna die tonight
I just wanna drive my car
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